I Corinthian 1: 27-29 God chooses the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chooses the weak things of the world to shame the strong. God chose the lowly things of this world and the despised things-and the things that are not-to nullify the things that are, so that no one may boast before Him
On 7/2/2019 a good friend of mine Arpita told, you cannot sing, you cannot play musical instruments, you are not good at any sports, and you cannot eat Chilli, what kind of North East girl are you? I knew she was joking but giving deep thought into it, what she said was true for I have no talent to be called I am good at this, I have nothing to be proud of, I am just nothing…..
Then I look at God, with questions, why Lord You called a girl like me? Out there are many who can do much greater things for your kingdom, there are many who wanted to serve you. What is that you see in me thinking I am worthy of this task? Why do you give me this opportunity? Why did you love me so much? As if there is no other in this world.
When I look at myself, I saw nothing which is so special in me. Lord, there are many people out there, who are talented, who are good, who are willing to do anything for you, who will be able to do great things for your kingdom shake, instead of them all why me? This Bible verse came to me God choose the foolish to shame the wise, He choose the lowly and despised, so that no one may boast before Him. And God talks to me through Pastor TOM saying “You are special not because you are intelligent, not because you are beautiful, not because you have many talents and skills but because Christ in You is what makes you special”
My dear, if you today feel the same as me, take time to give your life into His hand, say to Him Abba I am an empty page, write your stories on my heart, you fill this empty page, so that a day will come when I will say I let you write my stories, and show the world what you have done with this empty page.
“Stop the question why me, Lord? And say Lord here I am an empty page, use it for your glory.”- Nei